Monday, October 09, 2006

.:|:. Rainy Day Kids Hiding In Sunshine Secrets (The Morgue) .:|:.

[Not exactly sure why I wrote this. Just felt like writing something. I know, the title might seem a bit irrelevant, but I don't. So, you'll just have to deal, bitch. 'Cause I'm the author and you're just the reader. Oh and yes, the title was inspired by that book that is supposedly coming out.]
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I want to be the shoulder he’ll cry on
When he’s having the worst of days
Because I want to know every secret
He’s got behind those eyes
There’s just your one, one in a million
And I think I’ve found him
I don’t want to let him pass me by
I want rocks on my window at 2 o’ clock
He’s got to know what to say when I can’t talk
You can list every feature of a perfect guy
But you won’t find him if you don’t try
Be my garage band king and I’ll promise you
I’ll be your only
Punk rock princess
‘Cause you’re what I’ve been looking for
And I’m not ready to let you move
Onto the next victim as we call it
But this is the game of love for idiots
And we’ll throw our cards down
On the floor in frustration
Please tell me, that I’m what you’ve been
Searching in the clouds for
And we’ll hold hands as
More than best friends
‘Cause I’m not ready to let you go.

Friday, October 06, 2006

|[ Maybe We'll Survive This Time (Talk) ]|

[Okay, so my birthday is tomorrow. Yeah, yeah. Happy birthday and all that crap. Well, I'm turning my luck number... so maybe something good will happen this year? Maybe I'll actually have something happy to write about. Well actually, this poem isn't too depressing or that sad-ish. So I guess I'm getting better.]
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This silence is deafening
It’s blowing out my eardrums
You’re frown is breaking down my wall
And I’m screaming out my lungs

You’re aiming too high
And I keep missing the shot
This novacaine won’t last too long
We need to end this equation

My head’s in the clouds
And you’re rising higher
You need to stop where you are
We need some grounding, boy

You’re pretty, I’m ugly
You say you’re nothing
I really am nothing to you
But you’re everything for me

My heart’s dropping from my chest
These fingers can’t write faster
I’m trying to tell you what I feel
And I’m not getting anywhere

I’ll say everything you want to hear
If you’ll just hold me forever
Let me melt in those eyes
We can’t survive on just lies.